As I drifted into a deeper meditation a very different texture began to flow from the music. An energy began to form within my body – around the area of my solar plexus and stomach, just below my bellybutton. The energy was very warm, and emotional.At first, as part of my mind was still considering the end of movie, I felt the music to be a deeply sorrowful tribute to Maximus as he died. Shortly the feeling changed, the energy begun to permeate my entire being. It spoke of the most profound love; not the love of a man and a woman – but the love of a mother for her child, yet from an infinitely deeper source.I felt this energy begin to radiate into me, coming from neither a place I could not reach nor touch. It was at once a bittersweet goodbye, and an embracing welcome; it was utterly accepting and carried not a single vibe of judgement. The strength of this energy continued to grow, until I felt as though I could pour my entire self into it. Yet as strong as that energy was, it carried as but a caress – spreading itself open as a receptacle, containing nothing but love and compassion.
This was a feminine energy, where it resides I have no idea – but I do know that it was outside of me, yet not in a physical sense. What I do know is that it is timeless, and it exists out there beyond us – yet is painfully aware of who and what we are…and is only too willing to embrace us all.